Palestine...will be free...

Bismillah  ( "In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate").

During lunch .. i watched a video of  Palestine posted by the the famous blogger maria elena...

was a disturbing ,heart wrenching video.
i was so devastated..broken hearted...
i was soooo sad!!

Be grateful to be a rakyat of peaceful Malaysia.
We have so many things that they in Palestine could not even dream of.

In that video... i felt... dear God...
How in the world..can anyone do something cruel like this?
Are they immoral or are they just amoral?
What were they thinking? are they really dead inside that they have no sense of right and wrong?
It's so upsetting. I am so disappointed. Can't anything be done to stop this madness??

People in Palentine..
they live a hard life... going through each day.. is hard for them..
there was this cat in the video... it had only one eye... and stayed in this once bombed house with this sad looking boy who had just lost his dad... they lived in a ..."once bombed house" that looked like a cave.. full of rubble.. that was not the condition we would one our family to be living in..it was sad..sad...sad..
that really upsets me..even cats...sentient creatures with no sins with no sense of responsibilities... had to live a hard life too... at this moment... i am reminded of my two furry cats... healthy and purrfect.. they must be sleeping peacefully at home...

for those living in Palestine..
there's no guarantee... the house they're living in today will not turn to ashes at midnight...
sirens , sounds of bombs , missiles, sound of guns, cries, blood everywhere...
how were they able to live like this?

Subhan'Allah (Glorious is God)

How did they end up in this condition or situation. From what i read...Israel -- a Jewish homeland  was promised after the WW1 but never granted to them , it was in 1948 that this "state" called Israel was created.

Since then, nightmares for Palestinians began...
Up to this date, i did not see any kind of reparations done for the Palestinians..nor any compensations for the damages done. So many years have gone. So many crimes,violence and catastrophes happened.The Zionists...they have done badd badd badddddd things in Palestine.. and its time for them to stop or be stopped.

If not now then when?

Let us all unite regardless of the race or religion ...and stand up for Palestine!!!

Freedom for Palestine.
Freedom for human rights!

you could go to maria elena's blog to check on her entry regarding the above matter..

Feeling Excited

One down....
Many to go...

Im feeling excited.Scared at the same time.
But mostly excited.I cant wait.

May GOD blesses all my plans... InsyaAllah..

amin amin ya rabbal a'lamin.

InSane

Harini hari ahad... off day.. a day for me to rest... rest rest...
tapi rest tak rest jugakla...
woke up early...baca paper...baca blog...
set matlamat utk harini bak kata amalina yg score banyak A utk SpM tu...
so today i set goal utk mop lantai rumah saya...and bake brownies...

so...went out cari floor cleaner..bukanla sebelum ni my house tkdak floor cleaner..cuma nk cari yg environmental friendly sket..utk anak2 buluku...

then balik rumah..buat insanity workout yg buat aku insane tu..huh...sesak napas ku.. then lunch maggie kari feveretku...ahahah..hempas pulas melompat lompat.. last last makann maggie..adoi defeatlaaaa the purpose.. hehe..takpa..esok workout lagi...

after that...mop lantai...haaaa...kan dah burn maggie kari ku...dan tk lama lepas tu...menambahkan lelemak di badanku lagi dengan bake chocolate cheese brownies... ahhahhaahha...

mau tak membesar bagai johan perutku...tp tak apala..janji happy... kan kan?

then for dinner.. i had nandos style grilled chicken accompanied by superduper crispy onion rings,grilled veges anddddddd....coleslaw...

now saya sedang menaip sambil berbaring... hoho..sedap..kenyang.....

ok jemput tgk gambar yg tak seberapa ni lah....

xoxo

yummy ooey gooey choc cheese brownies.. ehh lemak!!!!!!

ok balancekan balik dengan bebenda grill ni..ehh onion rings!!

Love Letter

You will be happy that you read this all the way through.

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy.


At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you w ere too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to
talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables o! ver and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time.


Have a nice day!


Your friend, ALLAH 





taken from here

Imam

mampukah kamu menjadi imam kepada solat2ku?
sanggupkah kamu menjadi imam kepada solat2ku?
mahukah kamu memperingati aku tiap kali sampai waktu solat?

mampukah? sanggupkah? mahukah?

Just sharing 3

Life sucks when you have a good heart. You help too much. You trust too much. You give too much. And most importantly, you love too much.

How should I do it?

Assignments.ohh 2 assignments.2 tests..9am-10pm in the office..5 days a week this whole month..work on weekends.maggi mee and pama as dinner.. I can't think straight.out of breath..

How do I do this? Need to straighten things up.thinking too much.brain is ..brain..

Natural person

When u are treated as invisible..not even like a natural person..then what do u do?

Just sharing 2

Just because someone puts you down doesn't mean what they say is true, it only proves that you're better than them and their negativity.

Rock on!

Just sharing..

"@IslamSpeaks: His bounties never run out & there is no limit! Not only can He give you what you want, but He'll give you what is BEST for you! #islam"

Terlajak bagai bujang terlajak

Terlajak kereta lalu terlepas parking..boleh digostan.. Terlajak kata..?menghiris kalbu..menyiat hati..menghancurkan hati sehingga menjadi keping2 kecil bagai emping emping sambal yg suka dimakan mamaku ..cemana?

Haaaa..

Game..are u game?

When your life reality is said to be a game.. What game? When the truth is..you are just living your life.. Your usual life.no game.

When all your life.. You are always chosen second or third or last or not chosen at all.. When you have the chance..don't you want to be the first one?the main one?the great the best the everything you can have. Haaaa... So what do you have to do? Fight for it? Or just let it be.. Be the last one again..the second third or not the one again?

When you have the chance, you'd grab it.when you don't.. YoU just continue living as usual. YoU're not pushy.not demanding.always compromising.But when you have the chance..you just won't , will not let go.

So is it a sickness or is it a game?

Or is it just you wanting to belong somewhere..

Well I believe god has great plans for everybody.everybody is destined for greatness.maybe now youre just full of bulls***t..who knows what you will turn out to be tomorrow..?

Have faith.and don't forget to say your du'a to Him for He listens to everything. even when you think nobody has any interest to listen to what you wanna say or have said.. He is there. Allah is for eternity.He was there. He is there. He will always be there. InsyaAllah.

So dun be sad. Get up and pray. Cleanse your soul.. You'll be A-Ok.

InsyaAllah.

Not knowing.

Have it ever occured to u one fine day..what is it that you really want in life?

It occured to me too many times that I actually blocked it from my mind.I blurred.everytime it came ..it turned me into a blank wood.hard on the outside.but nuthing on the inside. Such a sad thing I must say. Looking at my friends who have always known what they wanted to do and actually know wut they're doing.. Me.. I dun know anything..wut I wanted to do nor wut I am doing now.I envied them. Really. They're good at the things they do.me..I'm below average if I have to rate myself.such a disappointment.. I know.

I just gave up talking to people abt this problem of mine. Usually ill end up feeling more frustrated than I did before. Even sadder than before. They say.. they just say..

When I was growing up..I wanted to be everything I heard my friends wanted to be..a doctor.an engineer.a stewardess.haha. Yup even a stewardess.but never a teacher.nor a musician.I wanted to have lots of money.drive a great car.wear great clothes.be somebody powerful. But everything was just angan-angan.because the truth is..the basic line is.. I don't know what I really wanted to be when I grow up. Now that I am a full grown woman.. I still don't know what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.

I just don't know.letting ppl decide for me turned out to be a bad idea.which brings me to these ramblings abt me not knowing what I wanted to do with my life.. Not blaming anybody for me turning out this way.. I'm just frustrated with myself.I let myself down.

Dissecting me

i have always thought that im a complex creature. not like shopping complex. or ya maybe like shopping complex in a way with many shops in it. where not all shops in the complex are great shops.Some are good.Some are ok.And some --horrible--dark,cold and messed up.

but what am i to do?there are things that is beyond our control.beyond our knowledge.sometimes even beyond our imagination. just live with it or do something about it?

trying to always be positive too sometimes i think is killing me. not everybody appreciates u  being that way. some appreciate u by taking advantage of your positivity. some just..just just..but why do we need to think of how do we want to be treated by others? is it because we want to be treated fairly by others? for what? for what we are? for what we did? does fairness really exist in this world? but for that  matter...i think whats important is.. u. Just u. if ure not happy with urself...then who will? others? put urself first..thats whats important.yourself.then maybe...others.

complex complex me.

feeling sea-food...

Hari-hariku kini ku habiskan tanpa nasik..ohh nasik betapa kumerinduimu..tp kamu membuatkanku gendut..:D...terpaksala kita berjauhan buat sementara waktu... padahal td mlm dah makan nasikdengansupseaweeddanayamkungpau (wah..cuba baca dlm senafas).. oklah...ini yg aku masak minggu-minggu lepas...hari-hari tanpa nasikku...layanja la no...

ikan.anda suka ikan?saya suka ikan.pakcik saya tak suka ikan.ikan bilihja dia suka..fussy!so masak sendiri.makan pun sendiri..ehhh bnyk ckp pulak..tengokla dulu gambarnya...

ini namanya baked dijon crusted salmon

angle carrot

angle broccoli

first time masak ni..first bite tu..terdetik dalam hati..seseseeseeeeedappppppnyaaaaa.........(terketar-ketar dalam hatila..) makan sambil menangis..sebab tak tahan sedap sgt.. makan ni for lunch...kenyangnya sampai ke tengah malam...ahahah..sep duit acik..terjebak beli salmon ni sebab tgk cantik ja dia tersusun kat JJ tu...cam memanggil manggilja i (belila i belila i)...akak pun ambik..masuk plastik..bagi bro tu timbang..harga tk tgk..bayar terus..hahaha......

ok.ituja.sekian.

XO

feeling Lamaaaaaaaaaaanya tk update Blog....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oih.... howwwayu doin..?? lama tak bersua kan blog? do u mish me? i selalu teringat kat u blog!! tapi teringat ja la..tak buat apa pun... ok now..kita update u blog...

Story 1:

ada satu hari tu..rasa teriiiingin sangat nk makan yong tau fu... dietla kononnya..takmau makan nasik...and malam tu tkda masak tuh sesapa..masak tuk diri sendiri..buat la yong tau fu.. haha...saiko tak saiko..kawan aku si Z tu ckp aku saiko sbb susah payah buat sendiri..tapi..wut everrr...janji acik kenyang...

layan kan saja lorrrr

ini time dalam sup..macam kat kedai tu..sedapnyaaaaa....yang kat kedaila..:D

 nah dekat sket... konon tkmau makan nasikla...

ini rupa keadaan dia disirami sos hitam yong tau fu...

 close up sket...

  nak tau tak..apa sebenarnya yg aku buat dlm banyak2 bahan dalam yong tau fu ni?

ish..takkan la aku buat si bendi tu..? takla..aku buat ni..

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ehhh.. ini pun aku tak buatla... sibuk ja nak minum dalam cawak gak cam kita..

aku buat ni la.... ni ja... tap jadi la..kalau takda ni..tak panggil yong tau fu la...panggil  tau fu ja... :D

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tadddaa!!!!!